15 Malaysia

15 Malaysia is a short film project which directed by 15 Malaysian filmmakers. It's kinda funny and one of the film is directed by Yasmin Ahmad which believe that this was her last film product.

Here is the first one. 'Potong Saga' by Ho Yuhang...

谢谢你们。。。

我有很多缺点， 但我的朋友们还是很关心我。。 让我很感动， 也让我很内疚， 更让我讨厌自己。。。

感动的是， 身边有一群一直对我不离不弃的朋友， 总是在我情绪低落时， 鼓励我， 安慰我。。。内疚的是老是让关心我的人担心。。。

我讨厌自己的抗压能力， 为什么小小挫折就不能接受， 为什么就不能包容一些些得不完美。。。为什么眼泪那么不听话， 就重做罢了， 为什么要觉得委屈？ 小小挫折而以，没什么大不了！

Happy Convocation 2009

Today, 080809 is our MMU 10th Convocation. Most of my friends are graduating this year.. but not for me.... mine one have to wait until next year...so sad about it..

This year is my first year to attend MMU Convocation but also as a support staff for the ceremony...hehe.. a really good experience for me also... Next year, I wont go for the rehearsal already because this year I had attend it..wuahaha..

To all my dear friends,

Congratulations to all of you.. Wish you guys best of luck... Last but not least.. Happy Convocation!!!!

Happy Midterm Break to MMUians but not me...

Every morning on my way to work, I will saw some students are rushing for their class but not for this week as MMU starts her midterm break already. This is the saddest part of internship, we do not have midterm break like what we used to have... But, we had our Week 7 without midterm, test, quiz, and assignment!!! Yeah...*victory* One thing I not happy with is that all food stall is closed... I am craving for food!!!!

So fast, I only left about 4 weeks for my internship program... 14 weeks of internship and I already gone through 10 weeks. A lot of chances and challenges has given to me. And so far, I still managed to cope it. I get along well with my colleagues.. Everyday is a happy day.. My colleagues ask me why I having a smile everyday in office.. I cant answer him because I just feeling happy... haha...

Today finally know who is my site visit supervisor.. Thank God, I got Dr Lai as my site visit supervisor... Hope I wont mess up with my presentation later..

To Li Wanniang, hope your face recover soon lar.. dun become pig head can already.. later i cant recognize you..wuahaha...

农历生日快乐

妈妈说：欸，佩珊， 明天是你的华人生日哦。。
我说：哦， den， 我今天都回kl了，你要帮我庆祝啊？还是你要我明天自己煮红鸡蛋来吃。。哈哈。。
妈妈：。。。。。

That conversation between my mum and I.. Hehe, my mum still remember my lunar birthday is tomorrow while I did not realize it at all.. I know my mum do cares us a lot.. I also know that my mum wish me to go back JB to work... I know my mum wish all of us can stay together like what we used to lived under one roof...

BUT....

Life is just like that, It does not goes smooth as what you plan. It does not happen as what you expect it to be... There are always uncertainty... The moment you say goodbye to me.. My eyes are red, your face turn into blur as my tear in my eyes.. I know I can't fulfill your wish by coming back to JB once I complete my degree.... I need to stay here for my further studies.. I need to stay here for my future career advancement...

I know you put in a lot efforts on us and hoping us to get a bright future. After you had put in so much of effort, we can't even fulfill your simple wish.. I am sorry, mum... really sorry about that.. I promise give me few years time, I will back to JB, back to your side...
Thank you so much for your efforts and attention to me..... Love....

An wonderful nights with you guys...

Tonight managed to gather with some of my friends. As usual, our gathering full with joy and laugh...

Sometimes, I really wonder why we can maintain our friendship so well.. A lots of my friends have been asking me this question.. Like today, I think we have almost 2 months did not meet with each other. But, the feeling is just like did not meet with each other for 2 days only.. There are lots of topic for us to share...

One thing I like our gathering is we don't really need to care each other feeling.. No matter how we 'kena cuci', we are just 'steady'... We will not get angry or get hurt because of that... I guess not many people can do it..

I think almost all of our friends will continue to further study and few of them will starts working.. Susuling and keong has started their master in UTM. and Keong say he very stress about it.. haha.. Keong you always stress for your study one hor?? No need stress one de lar.. you always doing well in your studies one ma.. You should feel stress when you cant get your girlfriend lor...haha.. Susuling, I guess you wont break record again de hor??

Jia, you are going to Taiwan to further your master soon.. I guess this probably will be our last gathering before you go to Taiwan... Must always miss us and keep in touch ya... Too bad, next gathering will have less one person already...

Paien, you.. PhD.. You are the first to get Dr. title among us.. Once you get your Dr. haha.. believe me.. you no need think of boyfriend already..wuahaha.. Dr. Goh... Dr. Goh... never mind lar, I guess next time gathering you arrange lar.. Oops.. not gathering is lian2yi2..haha..

Weiket, you are not bad one lor actually... Your look not bad, very highly educated, don't worry lar.. hehe... Kenyong, you also not bad one.. Just a little bit quiet lor.. Sok hui, really long time did not meet you already.. Next time, must join our gathering ohh...

KAREN KEE, why today give me aeroplane... Give me some explainations!!!! Wanniang Li, too bad you cant join us... Else, we will have more funs and laughter....

Lastly, sorry to my friends.. I cant attend you guys mia convocation.. Congratulations and best of luck.... Love you guys.. Muacks.....

p/s: wanniang, this time no photo bacause no one bring camera..haha...

Cuti-Cuti JB...

Haha, finally back to JB, my sweet hometown. I insist to come back this week because one member of our superwomen gang, Syjia, gonna leave Malaysia soon. She going to further her study in Taiwan and will not come back in the next 2 year.

Our friendship will not stop at here.. don't worry even you can't join our next gathering. We will wait you come back and join us back... Ten years already, this year our friendship is celebrating the 10th anniversary... So fast, 10 years just passed like that without waiting us... What will happen to our friendship after another 10 years later?

Luckily this time we still manage to hold a small gathering even though wanniang li, she is sick badly in KL now.... Without you, is always missing something, you know how important you are or not?! Haiz, that day ask you to come back together with me this week, you don't want... See lar, now sick already... Never mind, even you cant come for the meeting. I will still share with you what is happening here.. haha..

Tomorrow I am going to Singapore with my parent, hope I wont get quarantine after coming back from Singapore. :p