Internship days started part 2....

I don't know my blog on internship will have how many parts just because I am too busy and too tired to blog recently. Working from Monday to Friday, starts at 8.30am and until 5.30pm... but I never come back at 5.30pm sharp... most of the time I will stay until 6.30pm then go back to hostel room and bath. Wait for my friend to come and fetch me for dinner, after that come back to continue my work which I can't finish at my workplace. End my days with sleep at around 12 midnight. This is my life... I wonder does it called life??

I had gone through 4 weeks of my internship. I really enjoy working with my current colleagues.. It really a good experience and good learning environment... It just that I need to sacrifice my time.. I cant do whatever that I like to do just like in the past because I dont have time to do so.. I cant watch drama non-stop just because I was too tired to do so.. I rather go to sleep than watch drama.

Okay, I really tired now and I going to sleep now although now is only 10pm..

Internship days started...

It's been one week after I starts my internship days.. Everyday is a new challenge to me except for Friday as I took MC and leave earlier...hehe...

So fast, I worked for one week already. It is not an easy job when enter into working world. I was like a newborn baby and learn the thing all over again.. I don't like the feeling.. I am feeling that I am useless because the thing are no longer familiar to me.. Everything are looks so unfamiliar to me. In past, study and learning is large part of my life and I have the way to deal with them. At least, I have my ways to master it. But now, it's totally different story!

I know I should overcome all this thing and I should believe myself can do it. I know I am a perfectionist, I do not allowed any imperfect in my life. Even everyone are saying I am doing well enough, but I just don't feel that.

Maybe I really need to change my perception and not too "perfectionist"

I miss the time when I sleep until 10 something only wake up...
I miss the time when I wearing jeans and shirt go to campus...
I miss the time when I have the option to go or not to go without any guilty....
I really miss it.. miss my friends too....