Internship days ~ Final Episode

Finally my internship comes to the end... Last day of working in RMC, I end up with nothing much work to do.. erm, can say I did not do anything also. My boss got MC today and other colleagues went for training.

Here, officially end of my degree studies journey and yet a new chapter are begin soon. I am kind of mixed feeling here.. I was excited to enter into working world, can't wait to challenge up myself and see how strong am I after so many years of preparation. At the same time, I feel a bit worried... I scared that I might not perform as what I expect for myself and also my superior's expectation.

No matter how, I will try my best to overcome it and hopefully by end of the year I can secure a job and also starts my Master degree. God Bless...

大学的乐章已来到尾声，
此刻崭新的人生正在不远的前方等着我。。
面对全新的挑战，前方的未知数，
我既是期待又是紧张。。。

人生的另一个里程碑即将掀开序幕，
迎来的是一片光明抑是永无止境的夜幕，
是我此刻无法预料的。。
但我坚信我有能力克服的。。

众人对我的期许，我辜负不得，
父母对我的厚望，我无视不得，
朋友对我的信任，我忽略不得。

我没有失败的理由，也没有退缩的借口。
我只有冲上高峰实现梦想的傻劲。。

Internship days~part 4

Yeah, soon I'm going to finish my internship days with RMC MMU....

Everything is just like happened yesterday and in fact I had gone through 14 weeks in RMC... Phew.. its amazing...

Basically, during this 14 weeks I learned a lot and I quite enjoy with the work also. I get along well with my colleagues and able to handle the task given to me. I can work independently without much supervision. Haha.. I enjoy this most because I can online as I want, I can chat through YM and MSN anytime during the work...

3 more days, I will be officially finish my internship and officially become jobless~~~ Yeah... after 6 months I can proudly announce that I have contributed to Malaysia unemployment rate!!! yeah...

Haha.. Anyway, after this there will be a totally brand new journey awaiting for me ahead. Wish me best of luck, good luck, all the best and whatever as long as can bless me can get a good job and bright future...

p/s: Good Luck to Karen Kee.. I know you need this very very much.. All the best ya...
: Syjia, wish you all the best in Taiwan.. great to hear that you are fine in Taiwan now...

Internship days~part 3

This is the first weekend that I spend in my hostel after 5 weeks stay in hostel.. Haha.. can't imagine right? for the past few weekends, I used to be hanging out with my friends but not for this week. Because, all my friend very 'coincidentally' went back to hometown together.. Leaving me alone here.. *soob*

Never mind, is not bad also. I grab a chance to walk around in Cyberpark with my colleague which I long time have not been there anymore. Cyberpark, I remember that time during my Gamma year, I used to hang out with Keanlun during late afternoon to jogging. Yesterday, remind me everything that happened in Cyberpark including the moment jogging with keanlun, Tiffany, Angie, Weiqi and her brother. Haiz, so fast... It has happened one year ago and most of us are no longer stay in Cyberia anymore.

And also, last night around 11pm I got a phone call from Weiyoung inviting me to go yumcha with them. Haha, at least there are someone still remember me..hehe...

Uiks.. tomorrow is Monday again.. Monday of my week 6 during internship with MMU, left 8 weeks to go....yeah...Happy Monday Blue to all my friends.... Cheers up ya...

Internship days started part 2....

I don't know my blog on internship will have how many parts just because I am too busy and too tired to blog recently. Working from Monday to Friday, starts at 8.30am and until 5.30pm... but I never come back at 5.30pm sharp... most of the time I will stay until 6.30pm then go back to hostel room and bath. Wait for my friend to come and fetch me for dinner, after that come back to continue my work which I can't finish at my workplace. End my days with sleep at around 12 midnight. This is my life... I wonder does it called life??

I had gone through 4 weeks of my internship. I really enjoy working with my current colleagues.. It really a good experience and good learning environment... It just that I need to sacrifice my time.. I cant do whatever that I like to do just like in the past because I dont have time to do so.. I cant watch drama non-stop just because I was too tired to do so.. I rather go to sleep than watch drama.

Okay, I really tired now and I going to sleep now although now is only 10pm..

Internship days started...

It's been one week after I starts my internship days.. Everyday is a new challenge to me except for Friday as I took MC and leave earlier...hehe...

So fast, I worked for one week already. It is not an easy job when enter into working world. I was like a newborn baby and learn the thing all over again.. I don't like the feeling.. I am feeling that I am useless because the thing are no longer familiar to me.. Everything are looks so unfamiliar to me. In past, study and learning is large part of my life and I have the way to deal with them. At least, I have my ways to master it. But now, it's totally different story!

I know I should overcome all this thing and I should believe myself can do it. I know I am a perfectionist, I do not allowed any imperfect in my life. Even everyone are saying I am doing well enough, but I just don't feel that.

Maybe I really need to change my perception and not too "perfectionist"

I miss the time when I sleep until 10 something only wake up...
I miss the time when I wearing jeans and shirt go to campus...
I miss the time when I have the option to go or not to go without any guilty....
I really miss it.. miss my friends too....