Thank God...

Recently, I have gone through different kind of feeling....

Thank God for giving me such a great gang of friends...

Thank God for giving me so much of love...

Thank God for giving me the strength and courage to grab every chance...

Thank God for giving chance for us to meet each other...

I believe in fate.. Few years ago, we met each other and few years later after that we knew each other better... What will happen in the few year later in future? Neither of us gonna knows what will happen....

Thank God, I know you...

Happy Birthday to Myself...

Thanks alot for all my friends. Your greeting is my best present in this year.. Greetings even came from UK and Dubai... Dear friends, a big hug to you guys... Celebrating my birthday since Friday till now, really have much of fun... If I manage to get those photoes, I will upload here as soon as possible....

Thanks again for remember my birthday and celebrating with me this year. You guys know who I am referring to..hehe...Special present from my friend~ Keanlun.. thanks alot.. hehe every year he also will give me a birthday photo like this... Thanks alot!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

Today, 16th July 2009. 2 of my best friends are having birthday at same date...hehe..

Teck keong and Lily... Happy Birthday!!!

Teck Keong, we know each other since Form 1 until now.. Year 1999 until now... Oh my god, 10 years friendship already. Times seems flies...haha... He changed alot.. from a short guy bcum a tall guy.. he always call himself wubai "伍佰" because that time he only have about 150cm.. haha.. But now, he has 180cm already. Now, he no longer claims himself as "伍佰" already. He claims himself as keong180..haha.. Don't believe?! Go and have alook on his email address.. you will find it... haha...

Lily, my roommate for 2 years time and one year time as my housemate. Haha.. from her short hair at the first time I met her until long and curly hair until now back into short hair. So fast, we had spent 3 years time under one roof already. I missed her homemade corn soup... very nice.... hope can try again when have chance..

Okay, today abit tired... Shall stop here... hehe...

Worst day in my life...

2 days ago, as usual I go out with my colleague to grab something to eat for my lunch and something unexpected happened to me and I guess this will be the worst day I had in this year and it gonna give me a painful memory for my industrial training.

On my way back to my office, exactly to say is when I get into lift. Suddenly, my handphone drop!! okays, it does not have any feeling to me because my handphone always drop!. BUT, this time is totally different!!!!! If you notice that there is some space between the lift and the floor right? My handphone drop into that hole!! Oh no!!! I cant do anything but just look at my handphone dissapear in front of me!!!

My hand was trembling at that moment, I was just not in the mood to finish my lunch anymore!! All I am thinking about is my handphone only. There is no way for me to get back my handphone at that time since I cant squeeze myself to that small space!!!!

No choice have to wait FMD guys to call the lift technician to get for me!! Luckily, I still manage to get back my handphone after being torture for half an hour!(waiting them to come)

Now I wondering should I change my handphone from this


to this!!!
So it wont drop to anywhere else!! Who else dare to bully me, just try IT!! haha...

Internship days~part 3

This is the first weekend that I spend in my hostel after 5 weeks stay in hostel.. Haha.. can't imagine right? for the past few weekends, I used to be hanging out with my friends but not for this week. Because, all my friend very 'coincidentally' went back to hometown together.. Leaving me alone here.. *soob*

Never mind, is not bad also. I grab a chance to walk around in Cyberpark with my colleague which I long time have not been there anymore. Cyberpark, I remember that time during my Gamma year, I used to hang out with Keanlun during late afternoon to jogging. Yesterday, remind me everything that happened in Cyberpark including the moment jogging with keanlun, Tiffany, Angie, Weiqi and her brother. Haiz, so fast... It has happened one year ago and most of us are no longer stay in Cyberia anymore.

And also, last night around 11pm I got a phone call from Weiyoung inviting me to go yumcha with them. Haha, at least there are someone still remember me..hehe...

Uiks.. tomorrow is Monday again.. Monday of my week 6 during internship with MMU, left 8 weeks to go....yeah...Happy Monday Blue to all my friends.... Cheers up ya...

Internship days started part 2....

I don't know my blog on internship will have how many parts just because I am too busy and too tired to blog recently. Working from Monday to Friday, starts at 8.30am and until 5.30pm... but I never come back at 5.30pm sharp... most of the time I will stay until 6.30pm then go back to hostel room and bath. Wait for my friend to come and fetch me for dinner, after that come back to continue my work which I can't finish at my workplace. End my days with sleep at around 12 midnight. This is my life... I wonder does it called life??

I had gone through 4 weeks of my internship. I really enjoy working with my current colleagues.. It really a good experience and good learning environment... It just that I need to sacrifice my time.. I cant do whatever that I like to do just like in the past because I dont have time to do so.. I cant watch drama non-stop just because I was too tired to do so.. I rather go to sleep than watch drama.

Okay, I really tired now and I going to sleep now although now is only 10pm..

Internship days started...

It's been one week after I starts my internship days.. Everyday is a new challenge to me except for Friday as I took MC and leave earlier...hehe...

So fast, I worked for one week already. It is not an easy job when enter into working world. I was like a newborn baby and learn the thing all over again.. I don't like the feeling.. I am feeling that I am useless because the thing are no longer familiar to me.. Everything are looks so unfamiliar to me. In past, study and learning is large part of my life and I have the way to deal with them. At least, I have my ways to master it. But now, it's totally different story!

I know I should overcome all this thing and I should believe myself can do it. I know I am a perfectionist, I do not allowed any imperfect in my life. Even everyone are saying I am doing well enough, but I just don't feel that.

Maybe I really need to change my perception and not too "perfectionist"

I miss the time when I sleep until 10 something only wake up...
I miss the time when I wearing jeans and shirt go to campus...
I miss the time when I have the option to go or not to go without any guilty....
I really miss it.. miss my friends too....